So, I have this gift over the English language, and I'm just now realizing how much that really means. I've always assumed that it's fairly well useless, but I'm realizing that the only true girlfriends that I've had have been girls who have (to some degree) fallen for my words. I'm not sure why I've been an idiot about this, probably the same reason I've been an idiot about any reason a girl might possibly like me.

I gotta stop being a jerk. I gotta get my head in the game. I don't expect this to be the turning point, but I have to start working on this shit. I have a gift. I can't let it go to waste. I just can't.