All right. I'm sober again. This is a very good thing. I'm still not sure how I got where I was last night, but damn that was bad. I don't think I was really as close to violence as it seemed, but it sure was closer than I've been in a long time, and even that is pretty strange for me.

I'm gonna tell the story of last night, just not right now. I need to wait until grokking is.