Feeling weird. Feeling like I want to be a hermit right now. Want to sleep for a day or two. Maybe get out of bed and move to the futon for a few hours. Don't want to deal with class (though I only have 2 left this week.) Don't want to deal with people. Don't want to think about anything. Don't want to miss. Just want to be alone and not have to blame anyone. Want to be alone without blaming myself. Want to just be. Focus on a few things. Focus on movies. Music. Video Games. Sleeping. Focus on writing. Rewriting. Editing. Making something whole. Something to be proud of. Want to be free. Want to be one.

Blah. Fuck this.

I'm going to bed.